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If the risk of getting cancer in a lifetime is 1 in 2 and I have cancer twice, I believe I have taken one for the team. You are very welcome 😉 @HardKaur

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Double it up!!

I haven't written a lot lately! I'm just too tired! Tired if chemo, tired of fatigue, tired of pain..... the lot of it! However, I am hanging on tight and have started to do tiny things at home, function a little bit extra which has lifted me. Some days are bed days and others a … Continue reading Double it up!! →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 10 Comments 5th Aug 20205th Aug 2020 3 Minutes

A Weekend Away……

I believe quite a few folk escaped this weekend. It was like enough is enough. With great thought and precaution, we just upped and landed ourselves in Center Parcs, just an hour from home but a getaway all the same! Planning is not in my dictionary any more and luckily we have friends who jumped … Continue reading A Weekend Away…… →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 8 Comments 20th Jul 202020th Jul 2020 3 Minutes

A Better Week….

I know I have been a big moany moanhead for a while!! Friends probably sick of it but my nearest and dearest have really stuck by me and listened with patience and helped me through it. My dear neighbours have kept me going with bbq's and tea in the driveway!!! Its been tough but when … Continue reading A Better Week…. →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 8 Comments 16th Jul 202016th Jul 2020 3 Minutes

Lifewave patching….

Let me tell you about my day.... Woke up with back pain, got myself to the dentist! A whole random ordeal but got a filling replaced by a reluctant dentist since I'm on chemo. The idiots in the goverment have different rules for the elderly and those with cancer because it doesnt affect them directly … Continue reading Lifewave patching…. →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 9 Comments 6th Jul 20206th Jul 2020 5 Minutes

Flowers make me happy…

But music makes me sad! I am surrounded by real flowers in my garden borders, bouquets in my house and artificial and silk flowers in most of my rooms!! You cant get enough! I need to share.... I do spend time taking pics and arranging and deadheading! The borders at the front of my house … Continue reading Flowers make me happy… →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 4 Comments 5th Jul 20205th Jul 2020 3 Minutes

Another CT Scan……

I am strong I am a fighter I am fearless I am a warrior I am not scared I am powerful I am at peace with myself and my world I can do this I am done with my cancer It no longer serves a purpose within me I no longer need this burden in … Continue reading Another CT Scan…… →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 27 Comments 30th Jun 202030th Jun 2020 1 Minute

Another Infection….

Like I needed anything else.... like I needed another bullet to my head.... I'll spare you most the details. Sick of it all really..... literally! Thats what I've been up to this week in the sweltering heat!! Literally lying like a deadweight unable to walk, move, eat, sleep. Awake every hour back on pain meds … Continue reading Another Infection…. →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 2 Comments 25th Jun 202025th Jun 2020 3 Minutes

Bloody Side Effects

I dont ever want to say that I feel ok or that Ive had a good day. If folk ask me and I say Im good, many assume thats it, shes well! It doesnt work like that. I can be ok one day and a complete deadweight the next. I have trash days all over … Continue reading Bloody Side Effects →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 7 Comments 18th Jun 202018th Jun 2020 4 Minutes

Here I am……

Guess what..... I had treatment today!! What a bloomin surprise. I've been missing in action for a number of weeks and realise I worried a few folk. Well you were right to be worried! I hit rock bottom and went 60 feet under and got buried in a big grey heavy cobweb that almost finished … Continue reading Here I am…… →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 36 Comments 3rd Jun 20203rd Jun 2020 4 Minutes

#Atleastyoudonthavecancer

Another week done. For me with its ups and down. I have spent the entire week battling with my thoughts. My brain not giving up. Lots of thoughts running through my head. All the what ifs. This is not usually me so a difficult week. I had 3 good fairly active days. Well my active … Continue reading #Atleastyoudonthavecancer →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 1 Comment 4th Apr 20204th Apr 2020 3 Minutes

The All Inclusive…..

Is anyone else feeling a bit like they are in an all inclusive resort now?!!! Its like all other focuses are moving away and we have all this time thinking about food. What we are cooking and what are we snacking on!! Kitchen is just there all day, I am in and out all day … Continue reading The All Inclusive….. →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 3 Comments 29th Mar 202029th Mar 2020 3 Minutes

Cycle 4 done……onwards!

A hesitant start to the week having to go in for treatment but can safely say, all my appointments are now done, I can rest for the next 3 weeks without being forced to venture out. I am trying to push it all back now so I can just get on and it doesn't take … Continue reading Cycle 4 done……onwards! →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 2 Comments 27th Mar 202027th Mar 2020 3 Minutes

Now there are two ‘c’ words……

Before I tackle the c words...... where am I now? Well, to be honest, I've been in chronic, chronic pain for a few days.... weekend was particularly bad. On round the clock painkillers all weekend, heat pads, hot water bottle and hot baths. I'm just managing with few 'ok' hours in between but when its … Continue reading Now there are two ‘c’ words…… →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 1 Comment 23rd Mar 202024th Mar 2020 4 Minutes

Make a List…..

Every day, well most days..... I have lists all around me. To be honest, it started with my meds on a strict regimen as to avoid drug interactions, underdosing, overdosing, pain management and basically functioning as best I can in a day. Now with the kids home, I don't want to roll around in pyjamas … Continue reading Make a List….. →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 2 Comments 20th Mar 202020th Mar 2020 3 Minutes

The Realisation….

Will you slow down now? I have watched folk around me rush about their daily lives. Needing to do so many jobs in a day. Need to be here, pick up this, drop into town, meet someone, make several phone calls. All of it! Over 2 years ago, my life stopped point blank and I … Continue reading The Realisation…. →

HardKaur14 Uncategorised 2 Comments 18th Mar 202018th Mar 2020 3 Minutes

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