A busy week for me!! Playing a bit of hospital bingo once more.....did I get full house...... no not yet!! Firstly bloody corona!! It has got me proper paranoid, scared and just annoyed!! I haven't come this far to have everything wrecked by this bloody covid virus. Lots of uncertainty and worry hyped up by … Continue reading Results are in again…. →

I am going to start with the funny part!!! I still get chatted up on insta fairly frequently!!! This latest guy doesnt even know if we live in the same country and neither do I and I didn't bother to even find out!!! It keeps me amused though!!! 🤣🤣🤣 So back to the point of … Continue reading ABC….CBD – A Direct Correlation??? →

It is a known fact that having cancer doesn't just affect a patient but the entire family. The last few months have taken their toll on myself and Gurveer. So last week a group of Gurv's friends, who have been his support network for the last 2 years were visiting Dubai to celebrate a significant … Continue reading Dubai and Paying it it Forward… →

This week we had an argument in the Cheema household! It didn't last too long but threw a host of emotions up for one reason or another The argument was between the boys and I will give you the jist of it!! On a recent birthday, a video game was purchased. Inside the cover of … Continue reading You Wore My Shorts….!!! →

A cold sunday but the sun is out, I love sitting indoors on a cold day with the sun beaming over me through the window, keeping me warm. I sit and I sit, I wait for my storm to pass but this stubborn storm doesn't seem to want to piss off just yet. February is … Continue reading March Sun…. →

Five years ago, I wrote something to express my feelings. In those days I never shared. I just wrote to release my stress. There are good days and there are bad. There are scary days and there are strong days. One day five years ago, I was consumed by my cancer and I wrote this: … Continue reading Five years ago…… →

Each day I wake up full of the joys!! Feeling strong and a bit powerful. Full of hope that today will be THE day! I have a window of a couple of hours when I can do a few 'important' tasks for the day. I have to prioritise important as the first few tasks on … Continue reading Full of the Joys….. →

What a little cutie 😜😜😜 Woohooo!!!! I made it !!! I don't wanna say that I didn't think I'd see the day but, well..... Jan was a close call. But I'm here, fighting for my life on a daily basis and defying the odds and for that, I am grateful to my body.... really!!! I … Continue reading Wow Wee …. Forty Three!!! →

Today is the 5th annual world cholangiocarcinoma awareness day! Thats a bit of a mouthful isn't it!!! I appropriately spent it having my second cycle of treatment in this new regime !!! I believe, I am picking up now. Slowly but steadily making good progress. 3 weeks ago when I had my first treatment in … Continue reading World CCA day – 12FEB2020 →

4th Feb..... World Cancer Day..... make everyone aware! Yesterday I just couldn't put any words together, I was really not feeling anything at all. After the bashing I've had over the last month, I just feel weak and numb and a bit pissed off really!! So this is what I came up with today...... my … Continue reading World Cancer Day →

Thank goodness..... by the skin hanging off my weary bones, we reached February!! I am so glad to see the back of the last month. I don't even want to say it's name. Today couldn't have come any sooner for me. Literally day by day, I am getting some strength back into my body. It … Continue reading A Whole bag of Porridge →

Well where to start........! Its been a bit of a rough ride. Pretty horrendous and confidently the worst month of my life. I have been in a lot of pain, extreme, so much that I almost lost my head in it all. Well, I did lose my head and hit rock bottom and a bit … Continue reading January Fail…… →

Its almost the end of the year and I haven't written my end of year post. So here it is. 2019 has been pretty brutal. Well it has in no uncertain terms. There's being unwell and there's this!!! Ridiculous. Totally and utterly!! This last week has just finished me off completely. However, on the plus … Continue reading Goodbye 2019 →

Everyone is sharing pictures of Christmas day with their loved ones, presents all wrapped up and tables set, matching pyjamas and all that!! Well here's me doing a royal Sal special tradition and all I can say is after 2 days I am really pleased to say that I managed to stand up and have … Continue reading The Big Christmas Wash Out…. →

Probably the reason I am not feeling very dandy for any of this festive season is because it is always a time of reflection, a time to look back over the year you just had. Anyone facing a challenge, grieving, working through or recovering from illness.... Christmas is just that time that heightens all emotions. … Continue reading Reflection… →