Yep I know sometimes it is hard to find that reason but I have loads of examples of this!! You'd be amazed.... So the other week, we took little Amar to see a private consultant for a really persistant cough. GP have been telling me for 4 yrs he has asthma.... I am his mum, … Continue reading A Reason For Everything… →

Suraj, age 13, "I just think of all this as normal and then everything else is a bonus" A deep, loving and caring thought from my firstborn yesterday!! Yeah a good way to look at it really. At the moment, this is our normal but the bonuses we have in between outweigh all of this. … Continue reading I just think of this as normal…. →

"Mum how come you are having all this treatment and going to hospital every 5 minutes and some people just have nothing. This is so unfair. This is just dopey" These were the last words my precious little Amar uttered as a 10 year old as we cuddled up in his bed last night. The … Continue reading This is just Dopey! →

Generally I think we can agree that I am managing this. I think I am doing ok. I am keeping a positive mindset, good rational thoughts in my head and I am feeding myself well. I do my best to keep upbeat and do fun stuff when I am able to, to break up chemo … Continue reading Expensive Business →

For a start chemo and jet lag are not a good combination....... avoid at all costs!! Has thrown me a lot this week but since I don't technically need to be anywhere at a particular time, I'm just about managing!! Midnight to 4am has been my me time all this week!! I don't feel like … Continue reading Cycle 3 in the bag!! →

My blog off !! The world is invited!! I started my blog for a bit of a release, it helped me just to put it out there. I thought with a second cancer diagnosis, I was now brave enough to share my experiences and help others in the process. After sharing with just 3 friends … Continue reading The Blog – 2018 →

Something else I did on holiday! I was on a family holiday but also a chemo holiday. After just 3 treatment sessions, I needed the break from the harsh side effects. I didn't think it would be as bad and thought I would tolerate chemotherapy better than I have done. So the only way to … Continue reading The Sweat Box →

Our flight back from the US was good in the end. After umming and ahhing for a while, we thought it was worth upgrading me to business class so I could have a sleep. It did cost, but this chick put that bed out, got 2 duvets and slept for 7 hours so I think … Continue reading Is Life Giving Me Lemons ? →

No no not my blog....... just little me !! The second half of our hols moved us up North to San Jose where my sis lives with her family. Just 6 days before we return so had it all planned out! Didnt really want to go with the flow as time was limited. Firstly, we … Continue reading Part 2 – Going Viral in San Jose →